PURPOSE

The past two nights, everyone in the household were glued on my PC watching Zeitgeist and Zeitgeist Addendum. It was an intense movie night for me. I've seen both before, but it's a lot more intense when you are watching it with others who you know are on the same page as you. When we wrapped last night, we were all moved and thankful for the courage of the people behind it. It made me realize that making people aware is the first step, and a BIG step. Once you are aware, it's quite hard to go back to old patterns and belief systems. It's deluding yourself and that's quite hard to take every day.

I think that is my purpose - to bring awareness. I know so many still in the matrix and and I'm going to find a way to communicate with them and tell them what I know. From now, I will alot an hour- two hours a day just connecting with people and passing on information. Now it's making sense why the Universe gave me an online job, so that I realize the power of the internet and use it to save the world. Ha!

I also love connecting with people, and connecting people. Lori emailed me to say how happy she was to have attended the Lightworker's Gathering. Somehow I always find myself connecting this person to another, I guess my being a social butterfly before is not a waste afterall. I know I'm gonna be a lot more social again, but for now I need the solitude.

Another thing I realized I love doing is counseling. I have this online lightworker friend and he's quite young, 16-17. He worries me because he's thinking of committing suicide. I know that he is just trying to reach out - been there, done that, got the video, bought the T Shirt! Told him that it's normal, and that I've been there too. Emailed all my lightworker brothers and sisters in the city to connect with him so that he won't feel alone.

I am thankful that everyday I am getting more and more aligned to my soul's purpose.

P.S. I'm so in looooooove with my online crush!

P.S.S. Wow an online job, an online soul purpose, an online crush, what's next? an online .... ? mmm lets not go there