Transmission

Hi guys,

Sorry for the delay. Been slacking lately :)

I'm well and good, I was a bit off last week with the accident and food posioning but I'm back on track again. Spending a lot of time in the garden, loving my space more and more each day.

I realized last week I am working on too many projects at the same time, so yesterday I came up with a plan on how to streamline and focus more. I came up with 7 focus, just I wanna share it with you so you know. It's not arranged chronologically, they're all equal. :)
It's just that, the past weeks I feel like I'm a headless chicken running all over the place. I know one must really just flow, but lately I feel like I'm just floating around withpout direction. Or sometimes I feel that I am focusing too much on community work or my bread and butter job that I put aside some of my passions - say filmmaking and screenwriting. I remember one of the main reason i moved to Palawan is to write a script. I never really had the opportunity to do that there because there's always too many people in the house, that's why having all this space is a blessing and now I have no excuse but to write the sacred script!

Also, there may be some interest that I have that is not really 'spirtual', say modelling or hanging out with my filmschool friends. Before I really try to supress this 'wants' because it's all about going back to the 'basics', and pushing ourselves higher and higher each day. But sometimes I just want to be a girl and pose in front of a camera or spend a fun night with my friends. Before I would feel so guilty to even entertain this thoughts... I would tell myself, LJ you are on your way to ascension how can you be still attach to the material or if Pi can stay in an siland for two years.. etc .. but I realised now to each its own. I have my own path to thread. .. and, as the song goes, if it makes you happeeeeeeeeee it can't be that baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

So I plan to create a balance between things that may not be 'spiritual' but makes me happy (what is spiritual anyway??) and spiritual work (which always makes me happy :).


So much for the introductions..... :)


SUMMER COMMUNITY ACTIVITIES
Now back to bussiness, school is over so I, TitoJoe and Erecson sat down together for the plans this summer. We will still celebrate Earth Day on 22nd of April - Tito Joe really wants to celebrate this - and do a community activity day with both out of school youths and some students. It will be a whole day event of river clean up, orienteering around Oikos (ala Amazing Race), eco-workshop facilitated by Tito Joe, moi and one more teacher (maybe Marwin?!? if you can come?) and a bonfire at night. If we are able to raise enough budget we will camp in for the night. I'll be writing the proposal tomorrow and hopefully we could get funding form the local gorvernment.

Then we will have the May event on first or second week of that month. As per conversation with Pi, he would be writing the proposal for this. It will be faciliated by PI, Lisette, Marwin and Moi. As per Tito JOe, the may event is bigger (more kids, longer) than the April. We are targetting around 30 kids for the April event.

BIND ECOFARM
I am almost done with the repair of the toilet, just a little bit of painting. I spend around 7K on it, haven't computed the exact amount yet.

This month will have electricity fixed, sometimes the power will just goes off and on again. And have to have more lights put up in the area. There's only light inside the house and it is a big garden and could get really dark.

Will also have the shower hut built this month.

No worries by May, it will be decent enough so that all of you can stay here. There's a spare bedroom and the living area is huge. The hut is triple the size of BK.

OIKOS
As per phone conversation, everything is well. Will send more details on the land/monetary on a seperate email. Tomorrow na, I'm getting sleepy :)

BIND
The kids are off for summer internship in the city, so I'm basically free the whole of April! Planning to take up on gardening a lot, and do some self-processing this easter. I'd have the whole 5 hectare garden on my own for a month. Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!

TRIP
Just so you know, I'm off to cebu this weekend to get some supplies, hangout with friends, discuss possible film projects, shoot, etc. I'm not planning to stay more than a week as we have to start organizing the Earth Day event soon and also have to be here for the repairs.

On May 15 I'm leaving for Manila for my girlfriend's wedding (theres four of us and im the only one left unhitched!!!), I'll be bridesmaid. :)

I'm also producing two indie films at the moment (virtually) and the shoot will be on May-June in Manila. Looking forward to that, I kinda miss shooting.

I'll be heading back to Bohol before my birthday on June 14, which is when class starts. By then, will have the plan for the BIND Fellowship, what projects activities we will be working on, how we can help them grow spiritually, etc etc.

Seven

And as I let go, new things are coming in. I met a new teacher today, his name is Mark, he's brit, 50's, married to a local here and a theosophist. He gave a seminar on Enneagram earlier. Good class, the best part was the meditation. It's been a while since I've meditated with a group, I was in stillness for a long a while.

I learned so much from the class, took notes and will be posting them later when I find time. But what was really interesting, while in the class, as he was explaining the law of 7, I came up with a plan on how to make me more focus. I realized I'm spreading myself too thin with too many things.

Here's what I came up with::

SEVEN

1. Bread and Butter

Keyword:: Work, Money
Focus Activities :: Ari, SEO Blogging, Modelling, Budgeting
Day :: Monday

2. BIND

Keyword :: Healing, Teaching
Focus Activities :: Bahay Innerdance, Bohol InnerDance, Massage, Workshops
Day :: Tuesday

3. Alchemy and Shamanism

Keyword :: Father, Mother
Activities :: Herbs and Entheogens , Sprits and Guides etc, Mystery School, Fasting
Day :: Wednesday

4. Cosmic Gypsy

Keyword :: Travel, Connections
Focus Activities :: Travel, virtual connections, emails, calls
Day :: Thursday

5. Arts

Keywords:: Films, Writing, Modelling
Focus Activities :: Production, Screen Writing, WatchFilms, Writing, Photoshop, Editing
Day :: Friday

6. Sacred Space

Keywords :: Sustainable Community, Gardening
Focus Activities :: Gardening, Oikos, eco villages and farming
Day :: Saturday

7. Ascenscion

Keywords :: Self, Enlightenemnt
Focus Activities :: Yoga, Meditation, Biking, Diet and Detox, Cleaning, Releasing, Reflections
Day :: Sunday

This will be sort of my guide so that i don't spend too much energy on one project or spread myself too thin on some.

What I have learned from today's class as a 4 Romantic is that I am more relaxed if I aim to be the better side of 1. Perfectionist - following through projects, equanimity (being calm!!! you can say that again!). I guess the guide above is one step to that :)

Goals

I really need to focus more. I am spreading myself to thin both on my inner work and outer work. I need to handpick the projects I should be working and put a certain time frame on it. I used to do this until I get tired of all the planning and writing that really amounts to nothing so I just started to flow.

Flowing is fun but now I'm just floating around. Time to hold onto something and actually steer my ship somewhere.

~*~

Goals should be specific and with a timeline. Here are my 43 goals at www.43things.com

Not a love story

Madame Seven (Sobey's network)
Yesterday at 1:15am

Love without a story is pure creation, art with no destination, the infinite light of life.

The story we weave to capture love describes our relationship with "wanting" and invokes a sense of lack in the process. That in effect begins digging a hole into which the energy required to fulfill the wanting drains. If instead we direct that energy back into the present moment, it fuels the love like lamp oil fuels a flame.

Something so intentional and powerful is happening right now on earth. Two people are consciously choosing to love each other without creating a story around what is happening. It's so delightfully simple while being incredibly rich, it hardly seems real...and so it's not. It's nothing at all. After so many years of making something out of nothing and suffering immensely for it, trying to fix it, shape it, direct it, the answer is abundantly clear: there is nothing to do but BE in love.

blue and yellow

But there is nothing wring with being sad. Being blue. It's just an emotion. Like Happiness. Joy.

IT's the other side of the coin.

:)

And nice to be a lil blue sometime. Happy is so yellow.

Don't wanne be yellow all the time :)

blue girl

Hmm I think I am having a post traumatic stress/ depression from yesterday's accident.

I wann hug my mom. :(

I wanna hug.

From anyone. :(

I feel alone.

i love it most of the time.

Being alone.

But on post traumatic stress moments like this,

I want a hug.

From Gerard even.

Preferably from Sobey.


Wish mom is here now. Wanna hear her laugh. I miss her so....

Crash

I got hit by a van a while ago.

It was a surreal experience.

I came out of the school gate, was a bit fast. Turned my head and there's this white coming on to me. I just stood there for three seconds then it hit me.

I flew in the air and hit my head on the ground, scratched my arms.

People came to help me up. I was dazed, just staring in space for a minute.

Then went out to get the number of the travel agency (it was obviously a tourist van). The tour guide shouted at me until I told her I was the one they hit. She thought I was just a spectator butting in getting the number.

I biked home, Chuker's handlebar turned 180 degrees, his right brake broken.

I arrived home and cried.

I dint know what to think.

Then I realized Universe is funny. Yesterday I was re-reading New earth and got so scared when it started talking about our attachment to our body. I started to think what I would do if I get into an accident and really hurt myself badly. It was on my thought the whole day. I was scared and I knew the only way I can conquer fear is by going through it.

I asked for it and it was given to me. And i've come out of it alive though scathed.

the Universe is funny :)

Love it!

thank you for this experience.

I am fearless!

I am invincible!

I will wear my helmet from now on :)

P.S. (I think I really love S. I think... )

Spring

OK. I promise from here on I'm gonna blog everyday. So many great things are happening and it is a pity I never find time to write it down. My blogs have been my map throughout all my years of transformation, and now that I am arriving at that place I have dreamed of, then the more reason I should be documenting it all.

I've been in Bohol exactly 22 days now and wow this has been the best 22 days of my life. I have never felt this happy. love.peace. Though I had a little nervous breakdown a few days ago because of stress from work - both bread and butter and lightwork - I'm able to find my center again, thanks to my teachers and the spirits.

My home here is a paradise. I have always dream of having a secret garden and finally I have found mine. I really have no words to describe it, it's labyrinths and labyrinths of beautiful spaces. Everyday I am discovering a new space I didn't even know was there. I am talking to the plants everyday and I think they are starting to like me. I promise them that I will be their stewardess.

Last 3.20 Spring Equinox, I and the kids held a festivity at the Fairy Ring Garden. I talked to the spirits the night before and told them of the planned gathering, I think they really prepared for it there was so many of them that night. The kids had an amazing time and so did I. We did a ritual on letting go, forgiveness and gratitude. I really had fun, first time for me to 'party' without any intoxicating/illegal substance, just riding on pure joy, love and laughter.

Pi said I should keep a certain distance from my students so that they don't get too attached to me. Looks like I am the one who is getting attached to them! They are healing me. I feel like a kid again :) Well I am a kid



I went to the Butterfly Garden the last Thursday with my two housemates, Jaime and Jonathan, they're 17 yo and reminds me a lot of my younger brother whom I miss so. We were walking around the garden as the guide explain to us how a caterpillar transforms into a butterfly. Then it dawned on me, I am transforming into a butterfly everyday. I feel lighter and lighter and i could feel my wings popping out everyday. (a little trivia : a butterfly's pupa is callled a crystalae)

Then we had lunch and I found myself talking to the boys about the universe, and consciousness and the planet being alive, and raw food and working online etc. And I am seeing my eyes back when I was nineteen listening to my teacher PI staring back at me.

I think I am transforming into a teacher. I am discovering that when you teach, it doesn't matter if you know what to do or what to say, when you actually are in the moment something will take holds of you and you will talk and you will guide and all this wisdom will start pouring in. Thoughts that you never really have thought of before till that moment.



Today, I hanged out with Kem, Erecson's (my best buddy here) 10 year old niece. It's the first for me t take care of a child for a whole day and i would have to say it's a great experience! I am realizing stuff about me I didn't know I am capable of. Say, when we were watching Princess Diaries I was worried she would get attached with the 'materialism' message of the movie so after watching I thought her meditation (kiddie version) and we talked about the film. We discussed that being a princess is not about the cars or the makeup or the dresses but it is having a good heart.

OMG! If any of my friends from two - three years ago would hear me say that they would drop dead. God I have really changed from that MANGO-girl-shop-till-you-drop-heartless-prima-donna who would easily spend 50,000 pesos on a shopping spree and date 3 guys in one night to ...... me now. :)

Don't get me wrong I love clothes but now it's not so much with the labels for me, I buy clothes in vintage shops (yup and to think I would look down on people before who would wear vintage clothes!) and it so darn cheap and it so fun whenever I find a wonderful piece. I don't miss my apartment in the city (after seeing this, there is no way I can live in a condominium building again or the city for that matter), I don miss being chauffered around (what and dump Chucker? No way this one is a keeper!) As for the guys, that so five years ago. :) The thought of going out on a date now bores me. He has to be a super special guy and it has to be a super extraordinary date, say, biking around the woods, having a raw food picnic then watching the starts.

I'm planning on connecting with the devas a lot the next few months. I think my path is with them - herb medicine woman?Afterall my mayan calendar says I am the keeper of the Earth.

I really think I am spending too much time online. I am taking a little distance from S. It's just that this is my first time to be alone after 5-6 years of being in relationships and I just want to enjoy my space. Though virtual, he is in my space a lot and I just want to concentrate on healing and loving myself more. Plus he came just right after I and Gerard broke up, I really don't want to be jumping from one love to another. Who knows maybe I am just in a rebound right?

Plus I am starting to feel that we are not really headed on the same path. He is a city party boy who's more into social spirituality. I'm not so keen on that anymore, though I really would love to connect with like minded people from all over the world I just don't like the scene of dressing up again and putting make up on etc etc. We were talking online about clothes the other day and he said he really doesn't mind spending hundred of dollars for clothes that makes him feel good. That just doesn't resonate with me anymore. I can put a college kid for a year for the same amount. Maybe it's his city but lately I am feeling that yeah maybe the mother is right, he is not what I thought he is.

Haay so we are back to the drawing boards then. So my dream guy would be someone who looks like S, someone as smart, someone as funny, someone as sweet minus the snobbishness (he is a music and weed snob), minus the polyamory (i don't want a monogamous relationship but I really think I am capable of devoting and loving one guy, if not one lifetime, at least for a long time. I still haven't given up on that!) and someone who wants to walk the essence path with me- going back to nature, community work, raw food, backpacking around the world, wilderness, spirtuality, simple living.

And yeah someone who can climb coconut trees.



But not yet I am so enjoying my single hood at the moment so I hope he doesn't manifest soon (maybe by 2010?)

And you know what I am realizing now that I am single? Being single is waaay fun! The next relationship I will have, I don think I would be as paranoid or jealous or attached like I was in my past. My mindset now is, if it you abandon me, if it doesn't work, who cares,? I am having such a blast being on my own anyway!

Ha! I love being a girl!

BIND Inner Dance Gathering - Spring Exquinoz

A message from my Teacher

From: pi mu
To: LJ
Sent: Tuesday, March 17, 2009 8:53:53 AM
Subject:

That state of bliss you're in now, is called, The Ring.

It's humility, emptiness, graciousness, and godliness.

What I'm going to attempt to do now is to give you tools to go from one altered state of being to the next. It's to allow you to be equanimous and non-judgmental, the way Ghandi or monks would be.

Read the next part slowly, and repeat the process if you think you didn't get into it well enough.

Now, consider this. Go back in time to realize just how far along the journey you've gone. Disregarding the sinking feeling you got over the last few days, look at only your gains, how you were able to go on the hero's journey with so little fear and come out with your simple goal - personal transformation. Unto itself, this is good. And to have been able to do it, you needed, hahaha, listen carefully ... you needed ... ego.

Ego was necessary to help you climb the hierarchy of needs. Your problem now is that you are somewhere near the higher hierarchies where ego is the last thing you want. After achieving physiological means, security, belongingness, esteem, an self-actualization, the steps all around us are trying to achieve, there is self-transcendence. How utterly insane is it that the moment you actualize your identity, your I AM, that you are supposed to transcend it? Crazy, noh? But, that's the path of the infinite light trapped within limitations. There is always something more.

Now, go back to the self that has achieved a big personal transformation ... you ... and look at yourself from both ends. At your back is a trail of blood, laughter, sweat, tears and happiness. Look in front of you now. There is a vastness of nothing. An unknown. It is scary. And it is good. The path isn't set yet. It's up to you to create it.

Now look back again. Just at the last few months. Consider the many gains you were able to take. The impossible tasks you were able to do on the personal level. Now look at yourself today. How you judge yourself immensely. How empty you feel right now. Considering that your body and mind is nonethless cleansed of all the past two years of slowly getting into purging more and more.

The lesson for this month is - how to get back up again. It's not to do just with this week. It's your whole life. and your whole lifetimes. Confucious said, it matters not how we fall. Falling is something we cannot avoid. It is inevitable. What matters is how well you get back up again. Over history, the men and women who've changed the Earth are those who fell, and weren't afraid to fall again. This is how people deepen. It is the stern stuff of spirituality. Without the Dark Night, there will be no centering, solitude, and thus, God.

Now, go back to the fact that your body will be clean, despite the fact that you've been on cooked food for days. It is your mind, your judgement that makes you think it's a garbage dump already despite that it's much healthier than anyone else's in your circle of friends.

This is where you draw the line between ego and non-ego. It is how you perfect the state of non-judgement. The place where there is no success or failure. No doing and non-doing. No you or me. The state of Is-ness.

Now, given all this, I am going to task you. It is the best thing. You ought not just fall flat and feel flat. You've advanced so much, to do so is to waste your valuable energy for re-creating this Earth to which you are committed to. You need a practical commitment to this, not a vague thing of floating again. You've already done that for many decades. The time has come to put your money where your mouth is.

Go back to your projects, then. Go back to your house and your dedication to give it to the students.

Scratch your initial document you sent, the one you knew would have burned you out immensely. Start from scratch. Come out with a 1 or 2-pager plan to bring me, Daniw, Robin, Nina and Marwin where you and I can handle the students using the core values and the processes we ourselves have undergone. Just create it, and I'll back it. How can we bring young people into basic goodness by going back to the Earth Her. How to listen and speak to her, bring the bond back between humanity and the nature spirits. Without pomp and complexity, make it the simplest possible plan possible, but with great effect. Don't forget that Joe's target are the out of school kids. Let's work together with BIND on this.

I'll be the one to polish it, and call Joe to stamp it to finality.

I don't want you to get into anything that will waste your valuable beautiful energy. You're at your BEST when you're just your kid yet spiritual self. Just be that. Leave the semantics and the work to the universe. Your job is to be in the most wonderful and simplest state. That is the role of anyone bearing The Ring.

Lastly, don't get back up too soon. Your mission is to perfect the ability to keep the dying, the cleansed part you feel now, as you keep surging back to the world. Got it? Get back to work, godammit! Hahahaha.
Love.

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www.maianeye.blogspot.com
www.pi-kalimata.blogspot.com




From: LJ
To: pi mu
Sent: Tuesday, March 17, 2009 9:45:26 PM
Subject: Re:

Shit oo nga noh. Frodo!

AstiG! Its making sense to me! LOTR! :D


Game! Lets do this! :)

I love you PI! I love you Listette, Marwin, Robin, Nina, et al :)



Love and Bliss

LJ

Transmission

So I am settled in my new home. I had my broadband connected (i had 1mbps and was informed I can upgrade to 2mbps for P400 more. I'm considering it) I have my working space set up and have been biking around like there's no tomorrow.

What can I say, this is everything I have dreamed of! The garden, the people, the coconut trees, the sunrise/sunset.. even the cottage! I remember drawing a cottage last December for my vision book (i usually collect images of things I want to manifest) and lo and behold - the floorplan I drew three months ago is the the exact same floorplan of BIND (Bahay Inner Dance). See my drawing here so you would have an idea how the house looks like.

Actually its so surreal how everything is manifesting instantly. The other day I was telling the kids we need a water dispenser for the house and not even a minute later, Tito Joe came in with a water dispenser. The other day, we were needing candles for a session, new peeps came with candles! And just recently, I was feeling a bit down because the nearest Vegan restaurant is an hour and a half bus ride away, then today while biking around I discovered simply butterfly garden, it's a haven and they serve vegan food! A kiwi owns it, the garden is immaculate and there's mediation huts. The owners are also into esoteric studies. I tried there veggie curry, it's so so but beggars canot be choosers! Their muffins are heavenly though, I had three! Been on raw for weeks now and I'm HUNGRY!

Today's transmission will be quite long so I suggest you read it in parts. You guys, you've been working my ass of a lot lately. You owe me loads of chao long, veggie pizzas and heaps and heaps of Sungsong peanuts!

So Enough of my senseless prattles, let's get down to bussiness.


OIKOS
I know you are so eager to close the sale for the 3000sqm land. The last time I talked to TitoJoe about it, he said he hasn't contacted the guy yet but he assured me we should not worry because it is an assured sale. He is so busy lately with the coming graduation. He is one of the top officers in the school and he is up and about all over Bohol In fact I rarely see him. School will end by next week and by then I will be less guilty to bug him about the land. And if he says we shouldn't worry, I guess there's really no reason for us to worry. He even had that part of the land cleared.



BIND - Bahay Inner Dance
Ericoson helped me find a plumber to work on the toilet. We bought the intital materials a while ago. There's one toilet up but its dirty that's why i cant use it. My plan is to keep that anyway and have it cleaned up and have a new one built up where the shower area is, so we will have one for the girls and one for the boys. I'll have it all tiled up (Old Rose color), it should be pretty. Will have a bamboo structure built in the garden for the shower area (reminiscent of Bahay Kalipay!) again two cubicles. Aurelio, the plumber, said it should be done in three days so hopefully, soon i don't have to bike to school at crazy hours like 3Am to use their toilet! My estimate for the cost of the toilet and shower is 7K. I'll keep all reciepts for filing.

After the toilet I'll hop to the next project - electrics and wirings. We've been having problems. Power will just go out and my housemates, Jaime and Jonathan (TitoJoe's nephews, my new cousins!), would have to poke the meter with a stick while sparks sparks everywhere. It's kinda scary really.

After that, if my budget still allows it I'll proceed with the ceiling reapairs, wall repairs and re-painting. Otherwise will do it on next paycheck.

I really hope you guys see the use of this house and that it is fine that i put my part of the share here. I know at the end of the day it is the school's property but this place has been with TitoJoe since 1992. As long as he is with the school, it's for us to use. It can take a couple more months before we have our innerdance hut built, we can all stay in this hut when you visit soon. Its triple the size of Bahay Kalipay and can house loads.

Also, even when innerdance hut is up, we would always need an office to work from and it can take a while before broadband is available in Oikos.

Plus its for the kids :)

No worries, I'll be taking care of this project and will just send you updates.


Ma-I 420 Earth Day Festival (working title)
TitoJoe wants to do a community service ala art camp with the local kids this summer in partnership with DSWD. He is asking if we could help out. I told him you guys will be coming here on April and that we will be glad to help. He asked me to make a proposal of what is possible. I've been playing with some ideas the past few days and this is what I have come up...

I'm thinking we should just combine the 'innerdancers gathering' (Troy and the band wants to come on april too!), the kid's art camp and 420 Earth Day (a date very dear to me, don't ask why!) in one fun packed weedend!!!!!

I made a slide, kindly click it and check it out. From here we can start throwing ideas, planning and organizing. I cannot do this alone guys, I really need your help on this. I know we are all busy but to be honest I am feeling a bit overwhelmed already with all the things I have to do. So please I hope all of us will be working on this one. TitoJoe really need our help on this.


Ma-I Sacred Spaces
I remember a conversation we had at Ima's, I said I want to find my own 'innerdance' and share it to the world.

According to Capmbell, heros leave the world they are familiar with in search of something, and when they find it they return to the world they left to share their boon to their fellowmen.

A hero ventures forth from the world of common day into a region of supernatural wonder: fabulous forces are there encountered and a decisive victory is won: the hero comes back from this mysterious adventure with the power to bestow boons on his fellow man.- The Hero with a Thousand Faces

I think I have found my boon. Lately I've been having visions of creating and uniting Ma-I's sacred spaces like Oikos, Kalipay, Rizza's place in Banahaw, Analei's house in BelAir, Bliss in Bagiou, etc. Imagine if each town will have a space like this, where people can gather, do rituals, meditate, manifest, teach, learn etc. Pilgrims from all over the world can come and do long sacred tours hopping from one space to another for really each place has something different to teach. As my teacher always tells me, all places have differnet chakras.

We, as teachers, can hop from one space to another teaching our fellow Maians, about reality and spirituality. I could imagine myself hopping from, say Bohol, to Palawan, to Sagada, to Mindanao, teaching what I know and learning from the place. And we will be teaching different stuff, sharing different boons. PI will be teaching innerdance and essence or whatever he feels like teaching at that time. I can teach detox and diet and heeding the call of the spirits, even how to work online, it doesn't have to be always spiritual.

And I guess the ultimate lesson we can teach to each souls that we touch is that they are their own ultimate teacher, that they have to find their own truth. And when you find your boon, share it to your fellowman.

I am so thankful to the universe for bringing me teachers who helped me realized this.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.



Love and Bliss,

Agent LJ

Living It!

Just came home from an Innerdance Session with the kids! It was great! Facilitated it and it was great!

We opened the space, invited our angels and spirit guides and threw in our intents to the universe! Then we danced and we heal and we danced some more.

After an hour of exchanging energy with each other, we shared each others experiences. We have a kid as young as 13 years old! It was great hearing from them and I just try to share my experience in the context of what they say.

For instance once guy said he starts seeing lights, I told him maybe he can explore it more with meditation and also he shouldn't get too attached with the colors. One guy talks about feeling energy while he moves, I talk about my experience with Kundalini rising.

When it was my turn to talk I told them, "Well I wanna share this to you. This is only the fourth time for me to facilitate a session, before coming here I was nervous, worried that I'm gonna fail, that nobody will dance. Then I realize it's my ego that is scared, and that I should abolish the ego. Because I am only an instrument of the spirits, it's really the spirits that are at worked here, who does the healing. So the whole day I cleansed myself physically, emotionally and mentaly so that the spirits could come in easier. I was hungry but I just ate fruits and coconuts so that my vessel will be light... I guess my point is, we can all be teachers and facilitators. There is no students or teachers here, we are all co-journeyers figuring out this path."

I meant that :)

~*~

I'm sorry blog you must be wondering what the hell I am talking about. Well I haven't had time to talk to you lately because

a) I just moved into a new island! Yes! I JUST MOVED TO A NEW ISLAND
b) I've been so swamped with the bread and butter job and lightwork
c) I just got my broadband connected today

This week I plan to just seat with you so we can catch up. I have so many stories to tell. I've been in four islands in a month!!

Transmission # 1 by Cosmic Gypsy Agent LJ

Interior Bohol

3.2.09. My ship landed safely in the quaint quiet town of Bilar Bohol

On the way I saw a sign that says Interior Bohol, it was explained to me that our area is called that because it’s at the center of the province. Interesting.

Everything is good vibe. This is my smoothest landing and transition to date. I stayed in the school hostel for a week. For P100 a night, it's a steal! I have the whole big room for myself, though technically I'm just paying for one bed. (I actually have the whole building for myself as I'm the sole guest here for a week now.)

I got Chucker and the rest of my boxes two days ago. I'm working on Globe Broadband connected at Ecofarm within the week. I'm cool.

Oikos

3.3.09 I saw Oikos as the sun sets.

It’s exactly how I pictured it.. It’s the same garden I see glimpses of in my waking life.

Everything is how PI and Marwin described it, it’s the Garden of Eden..(read more about Oikos)

Ecofarm

On the same day, I saw Ecofarm which is right in front of Oikos. It's along the highway and it’s basically the housing given by the school to their senior faculties. The school/government owns it but it has been with Joe for years and as long as he is part of the faculty, he is assured that the space is his.

The house is in bad shape but the garden is beautiful, Joe built it years ago and admitted he hasn't taken care of it for years because he’s focus on Oikos. If I spend on the repair of the house, it can be transformed into a comfortable living and work space for us and our guests, and also for the BIND (Bohol Inner Dance) Students as their org office.

The kids don't have their own space and we would hop from classroom to classroom for dance or meditation sessions. With the help of Ericson and the kids, we plan to transform this into BIND Bahay Innerdance.... (read more about BIND)

Lightening Spaces

Venus Project... Oikos ... Kalipay... Bahay Kalipay... BIND... it’s all about lightening spaces, healing parts of our planet body

We do not have to leave Palawan. The idea is to spread, not to hop.

Imagine if we will have a base in each province, a space where we can unite people again through spirituality. Form tribes that are in tuned with nature, living harmoniously with each other and the planet. Imagine..

A tribe in Palawan

A tribe in Cebu

A tribe in Bohol

A tribe in Manila

A tirbe in Banahaw.

A tribe in Bagiou.


Unite the tribes
until the whole world is dancing
to the Mother's heart beat again!

That is why we are being asked to rotate and to circulate like the cells in our body... (read more about our muti-dimensional selves)

Earth Day

As we expand our awareness to the next level - our planet body and collective consciousness - we realize we each have a role to play in this planet,

Earth Day was when we woke up as a planet body
And when we learn the role we are to play in this body.

Since Earth day, I am getting a clearer vision of my mission, my I AM..... (read more)

Till the next transmission!

I miss you!

I love you!

Manifest the dream!

Love and Bliss,

Agent LJ