Ascenscion Blog

Now that I am finally working from home, I could finally regularly update my blog. :) Been wanting to do this for the longest time but always have an excuse not to find time. But I have all the time in my hands now and I really plan to dig dip and climb high in this ascension process.

I will be taking recount of my experience, more for my own clarity but also to encourage others to look at everything from a different angle and tap on the beauty and magic within.

CLEANSING
This is the most challenging, but at the same time fruitful stage of ascension. When you take a couple of days off the material world (material meaning the usual paradigm we have been used to) and do overall cleansing for the body, the mind, the emotion, the spirit etc, it just escalates the processs, giving you the push that you need.

The first time I had a major cleanse was early this year and it really gave wonderful result. I was on the Master cleanse - lemon juice with pure maple syrup and a dash of cayenne pepper - for five days. It was though, I was feeling so weak I could hardly move. That was also the time when I had my first innerdance. There was a good three days when I cant literally get out of bad. Maybe my first Kundalini experience. But I notice after the cleanse, good things starts to happen in my life. I found Pi, whom I've been looking for years immediately after the cleanse. I was able to break free to strong material hold that has imprisoned me for years.

I'm planning to do a major cleanse again.

FOOD
Food is lately my obsession. I'm just surprised with my growing aversion with meat. I've been vegan for a couple of months now but I would sometimes have a bite of my boyfriend's steak just to make sure I cook it right. But now, the thought of eating meat is repulsive to me. No offense to meat eaters, this is just an observation, I am even surprise myself. For wha teverit's worth I feel a lot better physically now that I have gone vegan.

To be cont...

Message from my teacher

Pi's last message before he left for Kalipay once more (from innerdance.multiply.com)

The Big Kahuna
If I could share but one thing to people I’ve met along the way, it would be this:
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Spirituality isn’t like medicine, needful prayer or a Swiss Army-knife.

Spirituality isn’t a tool for getting what you want.

You do not even know what your spirit may want for you, so focused are you on what your smaller mind think it wants and needs.

The Inner Dance isn’t a tool for getting what you want; what you think you need. Rather, it is a tool for letting go of your needs. It doesn’t mean spirit will not get you what the universe has coming for you. It only means that we must start putting our hearts in the right place; where the desire to give freely takes the place of neediness and deprivation.

Ascension
You are your own cause living out your own effects. Your cause may not be the figurative beach, it may be Moses’ symbolic desert, Jesus’ wilderness, the Buddha’s forest, Mohammed’s mountain; or it could also be your own busy city.

If you desire your life to dance, you cannot do away with purging. And you cannot keep your eyes from your ascension, even if you are only now taking glances at it.

Though it may be the hardest thing you will ever do, you will have to start climbing at one point.

There is nothing else to do. No one else will do it for you.

Just take the first step. And another step. The whole point is to take enough steps to realize that walking and dancing to your higher will is the easiest thing you will ever do.

It is so simple. The cause of the Inner Dance is love. The effect of love is happiness. Find your highest love, and on the same island lives your highest happiness.

Love,
Pi