DREAMS

I've been having quite vivid dreams lately.

Robin, our new housemate, told me I should really be writing them down. Dreams may not be just dreams, he said, it could mean that we travel out of our body and connect with the person we meet in our dreams in the astral plane. As WAKING LIFE puts it, dreams are reality. Dreams are real.

Here are some details I remember from my dreams the past days. I'm still figuring out what they mean but I'm pretty sure I'll figure it out later.

Jan 12
This is the night I decided to sleep outside our patio to bathe on the full moon. I woke up around 1:00 and felt an eerie chill so I decided to go in and sleep inside my bedroom.

Then around 3:00 AM I felt like something/someone was inside my bedroom watching me. I told myself not to open my eyes and I started calling in my angels and picturing white light protecting me.

Jan 13
Nightmares. First, I dreamt that Gerard posted private photos of me online and when I am about to erase the files from his laptop his body guards came and tried to capture me. I woke up.

I went back to sleep again only to dream that we were in this dark world, in this building and somehow I'm running away or hiding from someone. Then my cousin stole my computer and my money. Hmmmm

Jan 14 (the night I hanged a dream catcher inside my moquito net and slept with a Moldavite Crystal Robin gave under my pillows)

I dreamt of Makki :)

I had a fight with his girlfriend. I told her to let go of Makki. It was a total cat fight if I remember it right.

Then I and Makki went to Cebu. We went clubbing, I think it's new year. We 'partied', went to hilton hotel and had some champagne.

I remember dreaming of looking for Natalie and Seth, film school classmates, too because she has all my clothes.

Then back to Makki again and we were walking around Palawan.


Jan 15
I dreamt of Lori and her twin sister.

Dreamt of Gerard and he wants to have sex with me (again!!!!) and we almost did it but I stopped halfway. He got mad and left.

And then there was this girl, I don't recognize her. We were talking in the couch and she said he wants to go home and that she is on love with Joel, one of my film school classmate. She got on a trike and left.