Ad Lib

i have now come to terms with myself that i am completely devoid of any poetic creativity. artist i can never be. pose the artsy farst lifestyle perhaps but more on the fartsy than the artsy. i could put on the fuck-the-world-im-gonna-wear-pjs-to-work attitude and commit suicide once in a while but i have long given up the thought that i am capable of writing a prose, hell, even a haiku.