Sunday Musings

I am realizing so much about myself by connecting with other people.

I was quite guilty about my moving here to Cebu.

Ok. make that VERY guilty. I felt that I was abondoning my lightwork :(

But I am feeling very good now, connecting with people again. Yesterday, this guy Sofie is seeing (his red head btw) was talking about it's importance to be social, that there just some social skills that you kinda lose when you stop connecting with people.

Pi was away 2-3 years from his comfort zones, maybe I feel guilty because I feel I should be away that long from the world again. But what I have to understand is my journey is different from my teacher...

I have to breakfree of that mindset.

I love Pi dearly, but I don't have to be like him.

In fact, I think that is one of the lessons I have to learn in this journey: be my own teacher..

Everything I'm doing is basically just following the footsteps of Pi.

I am realizing now how much I have emulated my teacher to a point that I wasn't listening to my own voice and visions.

And I think this is what he've been trying to teach me all along.

This is such a profound moment for me.

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So yeah I am back with the people. I miss the nature spirits for sure... Maybe tonight I'll go out and commune with the trees..

Darn, I'm really missing the trees and the earth on my feet :(

I really have to find my piece of Earth soon...

That or go to bigfoot everynight and stay in the beach..

A bit of an effort really but what can I do?

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This guy is turning out to be a surprise. What I thought would be one of my many love affairs is turning out to be cosmic.

What to do I do not know


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I'll go with the flow