Sunday

I'm spending my sunday in Cebu.

Back in Palawan, Sunday is usually our healing day, when the pina weavers come over for inner dance healing.

Today, I found myself going around Cebu, visiting friend's places, talking to them about my experience in Palawan and the community we are to build in Bohol. I also gave them an hour healing session.

I visited Jon U. first, I was in the area and realized I missed that guy. He looks good and very well compare to the last time I saw him. He just broke up with his gf then and he was partying almost everyday. While in the session, I had some flashes of thought. Realized he is not from here too, that's why his affinity to Star Wars and Aliens (he's got the biggest collection I have seen) and I've always had a soft spot for this guy. It was a great connection, his body was very nimble. I was in trance the whole time, I could feel electricity running out of my fingers.

I then hopped back to Tom and Lee's. I gave Lee a massage, he really needed it. He's been so stressed with work and the economy. I try to mother them whenever I am here.

I feel like I'm a vessel that the Mother is using to re-connect with Her kids who's been out of the loop.

I feel good. This is like a dream come true. I've always wanted to do this, going around, doing healing, bringing the good news and and sharing light. I feel that I am now walking the path of the disciples....

or the gypsies

or both


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I think I have found a cuddle buddy. Met him at Tom and Lee's party last night, his name is Tom (too!) , from Wales, 26 yo, blonde, blue eyes. I wasn't really giving him any attention till he says his birthday is June 15 (a day after mine) and that he is Vegetarian (eats fish once in a while). I was so suprised to hear this, brits I know are big meat eaters! We ended up talking about, well, vegetarianism and then I found out that he is into Martial Arts and Shamballa Reiki. He's here to study Arnis.

I just have a few checklist I'm loooking for a snuggle buddy

1) Vegetarian - Check!

2) Spiritual - Check! He meditates and heals too as part of Martial Arts. He explained to me the beauty of this art last night, before I thought it's just some guys fighting.

3) Someone I am phsyically attracted to - Check! He doesn't look like my typical rock-star-long-hair-type but he is cute in blonde-blue-eye-candy sort of way.

4) doesn't drink (or at least he wouldn't drink when I'm around and wouldn't drink at least five days before we cuddle) - He drinks. He is British! Actually when I met his last night he was pissed. But he did promise not to drink till Thursday, when we plan to meet up for a Reki and Inner Dance.

5) smokes pot (optional) - he doesn't now, used too. could live with that.

6) Makes me laugh - I think so....

7) no ego - Check!

8) funny - hmm... I dont remember

I stayed in his place, we slept on seperate mattress. I wanted to get to know him more before deciding if he is the one that's why I came.

Right before sleeping, we held hand, felt each other's energy.. He came closer but I told him he stinks of alcohol. (Bitch I know, but what can I do!!) I'm really very particular about who I bring in my field this days. He's planning not to drink till we meet again on Thursday for the healing energy exchange. WIl see about that

He brought me ginger tea after yoga this morning.

I told him I am polyamorous.

Yup, he is the official snuggle buddy.

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Yesterday, I survived a party without alcohol or smokes. The first for me. I felt good! I was connecting more to people. I was more rational too, I went home with a guy and was able to keep my head above waters. Didn't jumped into anything stupid and we connected in other ways :)

I don't think I'll drink again.

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I miss S. But he is so faraway.

I really love that dude. :(