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I know I haven't been blogging in a while. Been traveling since November 27, was in Cebu, Manila, Quezon, Tagaytay, Cebu again and now hmmm... am in Maki's place. Been here the past two days since Christmas.

It's been so surreal really. This is what my dreams are made of, I remember desiring all this a year and a half back and I'm just surprised and GLAD that the universe brought it to me this time. I cannot ask for any other timing, it's just perfect. Just broke up with Gerard a few weeks back. Last weekend in Cebu further affirmed that we really have to let go of each other. All the fighting and ego clashing is just causing me my greatest misery everyday. Since we broke up, I'm generally a lot happier and gone are the worries and fears that always come with attachment.

I guess that's why I am having such a blast with Maki. Before, I remember how we would always have little tension here and there. But after a year and a half of my journey from this point to that, I have learned so much that I just stop expecting and living in the moment. I realize that time really doesn't exist, that one and a half year since I last saw him feels like yesterday. I feel happy, content and bliss instead of the pining and wanting that comes with my infatuation a year and a half ago.

I'm just happy the way it is, I'm happy to see him once in a while be it once a year or twice a year. I am happy he is happy with his girlfriend and he thinks he has found the one. I'm a gypsy anyway, I can't stay put in one place, I'll be travelling all the time. At least, once a year, I know I have someone I can home to.

I'm happy. :) This experience further affirms that everything is going to be alright and I am always at the right palce at the right time. I trust the universe. Love!